meghan breed

quizzzzzz.

2007-01-29T06:21:04Z

Quiz!

1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with?
justin

2. Do you sleep with the TV on?
never. i do however nap in front of the tv on occasion but usually only if i am too lazy to get into my bed and if the couch is already warm

3. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
yes but it wasn't in a carton. it was in a 4L jug dealy.

4. What did you do today?
woke up early, but later than i usually do on sundays, didn't work at the gym, but instead got a ride to kelseys and then we went to north kildonan mennonite church to sing and listen to sheila talk for 7 hours. after that i went home and was lame, i read cosmo, played video games on my ds cuz i'm cool and then i napped until my parents got home from grocery shopping. watched the dog whisperer, obv and then went to my grandparents house. did french grammar homework.

5. Do you think you're old?
yes. almost twenty is old. also i keep having random anxiety about marriage and buying a house and things like that. i have to keep telling myself i have like 5 more years.

6. How fast can you type?
pretty fast on my split keyboard, not as fast on a stupid mushed one. ok ok, a regular one. it makes me make lots of mistakes.

7. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes and no. i am scared if i'm outside or walking when it's dark out and i'm alone, but other than that i'm not too frightened

8. Eye color?
dark blue ring, light blue middle, yellow/green sometimes around the black

9. Do you like your life right now?
i do. it's pretty boring but i kind of like it like that. school is ok, i work quite a bit though.

10. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
umm a year ago maybe

11. Do you knock on wood?
never

12. Are you drinking anything right now?
nope.

13. Do you have good vision?
no its so awful

14. Can you hula hoop?
umm maybe if i try hard? i haven't tried in like 8 years

15. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
it really depends on what happened and how much i love them and if i think i can trust them again

19. What are you thinking about right now?
sleep

20. A movie you watched when you were little?
little mermaid, rapunzel, aladdin, beauty and the beast, lion king, land before time. i hated pinoccio with a passion

22. What song's in your head right now?
um none at the moment, earlier i was singing a part from mbiri kuna mwari (choir song)

23. What are you doing next week?
working monday, tuesday, saturday till 11, working thurs till 9:30, having my dads bday dinner and studying like mad for sociology on wed night, hopefully doing something fun friday.

24. Plans for today?
sleep

25. What's your middle name and why?
deanne. b/c my parents liked it

26. What states have you been to?
north dakota, south dakota, minnesota, iowa, kansas, missouri (the missouri side of kansas city) ummm that may be it. i think thats it.

27. When was the last time you told someone "I love you"?
someone who wasn't family? too long ago

28. Last stupid thing you did?
uhh i dunno i usually say stupid stuff

29. How are you feeling today?
sore, sleepy

30. Are you black?
obv

31. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
definitely not

32.Have you ever crawled through a window?
nope.

33. What's for lunch?
tomorrow? well breakfast shalll be around 10 so lunch will probably be something frozen, eaten at work

34. Have you ever eaten dog food?
no but my bro and i used to eat dog treats in the closet when we were little

35. Can you handle the truth?
i like to be informed.

36. What did you do last night?
worked, showered, waited for justin to be finished reading, watched oc from last week

37. Buy anything lately?
of course. emu boots (on sale like nobodys business), food and NOT a wii b/c no effing places have them when i go in

38. Any cool scars?
one under my eye from when a ladder fell on my face while i was sleeping.

39. Name an old school song you like.
umm anything by ella or louis

40. How many kids do you plan on having?
probably two or three. haha andrea maybe i pick out names and stuff too. whatevs i think its a girl thing

41. Do you want to get married?
hopefully within five years

42. How often do you talk on the phone?
um usually once or twice. i'm not a huge phone person.

43. Do you talk to yourself?
talk, sing, mumble. yeah

44. Is there something you want that you can't have?
of course

45. Name three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
eyes, smile, clothes

46. How do you feel about the word wawa?
i feel like you wasted 3 seconds of my life with this question.

47. Who did you last hug?
umm mom

48. Best friend's name?
mom

49. What was the last thing you ate?
smarties

50. Something beautiful you've seen lately?
when the sun is shining and there is a teeny bit of snow falling it looks like sparkles.

51. Last movie watched?
in god's country

52. What do you want most?
to be happy and feel complete

stolen from andrea and alena

2007-01-23T05:43:08Z

NINE last things you did

9. last place you were: safeway gas bar
8. last hug: mom
7. last beverage: iced tea
6. last movie watched: casino royale
5. last phone call: justin
4. last cd played: uhh ipod.
3. last bubble bath: couple years ago
2. last time you cried: umm at school last monday. i got lost.
1. Last alcoholic drink: umm... a few weeks ago

EIGHT have you evers

8. have you ever dated someone twice: sort of
7. have you ever BEEN cheated ON: yes
6. have you ever kissed someone: obv
5. have you ever kissed someone you regret: yes
4. have you ever fallen into a dump truck filled with cotton candy: who does that
3. have you ever lost someone: sort of
2. have you ever been depressed: yeah but normal teenaged depressed.
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: nope

SEVEN states you have been to

7. North Dakota
6. South Dakota
5. Minnesota
4. Iowa
3. Kansas
2. Missouri
1. drove through Nebraska

SIX things Do you support?

6. Sex before marriage? yeah, i think it's good to know what you're getting into. it could be 30 years of crappy sex! who wants that??
5. Lowering the drinking age? not a good idea.
4. Capital Punishment? whatever
3. Abortion? Yes, under the right circumstances, and at the discretion of the individual. <- i agree with andrea
2. Recycling? sure
1. Kyoto? whatever.

FIVE things you do on a daily basis

5. brush my teeth
4. talk to justin
3. sing
2. read the paper
1. drink milk

FOUR things so far in 2007

4.cried over an ex - nope
3.disappointed someone close - a little
2.made out with someone- yes
1.met someone who changed your life – not yet this year

THREE favorite colors

3. pink (any type)
2. brown
1. blue

TWO things you want to do before you die

2. live in france and germany, become fluent in both languages
1. get married and have kids

ONE thing you would change about yourself

1. i would get rid of my exema and sensitive skin

soleilx3 @ 2006-11-18T23:56:00

2006-11-19T05:56:32Z

i'm so so so bored. this saturday was ridiculously boring. wow. worked 6am- 2:30, napped, ate, justin called and said he was doing homework and playing guitar, i read, he called again and said jodry was going to his house. so yeah. fun. it would've been nice to know a little earlier that he didnt want do do anything, because then maybe i could have phoned someone else? whatever. so apparently the plane ticket to hong kong will cost $2311.34 and that is a ridiculous amount of money... i dunno i mean i want to go it would be amazing.. but i have $2700. and i don't want justins family to pay for stuff for me i mean i will pay for stuff but... he said they are probly going to singapore too. do you think $400 will be enough for food, going to singapore etc? i dunno. i hate being poor. it's such a bad feeling when you want to do something so badly and you are just worried about money... i wanted to cry. anyway.. maybe i can work like 40 hour weeks at safeway for 2 weeks. i could get almost $700. plus i get paid from the gym nov 30, so hopefully that is like $350.
speaking of the gym... i should go to bed so i can work there all day tomorrow. night.

soleilx3 @ 2006-11-12T22:03:00

2006-11-13T04:03:31Z

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soleilx3 @ 2006-11-10T00:37:00

2006-11-10T06:37:05Z

well i'd just like to say that greatestjournal is a little better than livejournal. considering here you are allowed 6 userpics and then if you pay you're allowed 15, and on gj you get 2000. free. soooooooo in conclusion... there is very little point to my story. the end.

soleilx3 @ 2006-10-23T23:30:00

2006-10-24T04:39:30Z

HowManyOfMe.com

There is:
1
person with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

soleilx3 @ 2006-10-12T01:14:00

2006-10-12T06:15:59Z

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

soleilx3 @ 2006-09-15T00:28:00

2006-09-15T05:29:39Z

i am eating comfort food because i have to.

i don't care that they are chips.

is this how people get huge and depressed?

soleilx3 @ 2006-09-13T00:39:00

2006-09-13T05:59:34Z

well, i just found out i have to take a class tues/thurs at 8:30-9:45. i'm being forced. wtf? anyway it's intro to bib lit, and kelsey is in my class so maybe it will be ok. i dunno i just hate that i HAVE to take stuff. idiots i'm paying them tons of money i should be able to take whatever i want.

my audition for vocal jazz was ok, i'm pretty sure red still doesn't like me. maybe she just thinks i suck at jazz. who knows? i dunno she didn't sound to positive at the end, she said a lot about how she can't take everyone and limited space etc. etc. well if i get in i will be at cmu from 8:30am - 8pm on tuesdays. yuck. oh well i'm sure it's no worse than working 8am - 11pm except i'm not getting paid.

we'll see how i do with three jobs. i think december might get a little crazy especially with ae. well hopefully i can handle it. i only have one exam i think, and that will be bib lit. i'm not stressed yet anyway (well a little for my audition) so, hopefully i can keep up and work and still have some sort of social life.

choir is going really well, i like most of the songs so far, except one, it's super slow. oh well we're doing another african song which is cool, i sang it in honor choir in graaaade 9 or something. anyway it's a good song. so i found out that leanne and caryn are in chamber choir. which is a bad thing for me, because it means they aren't in cmu singers. which means we don't go on tour together... which means that i will never see them except on fridays. so that's kind of dumb. and caryn said she didn't know if she wanted to still be in vocal jazz. so i dunno i was kind of looking forward to hanging out with her at vocal jazz. if i get in i guess. i mean i still have people in my choir i was just disappointed when i saw that they were in chamber choir. very sad for me.

german is good so far also. wie geht es dir? hehe i learned my little example conversations today, as well as a bunch of vocab. hopefully i'm better at german vocab than i am at french vocab (hah yeah right). but i think i will actually put an effort into learning it, whereas in french i didn't really take the time to learn a lot of the vocab, i would just learn it for the test and forget it. i do remember some things... but maybe one or two words per theme. but yeah german is a lot of fun, i just get embarassed saying things sometimes, like if it's in front of the class or whatever, i hate doing that. i dunno it makes me nervous. but our teacher is sooo nice, she always says "is that alright?" its so cute. and then ola (our lab teacher) is really pretty, and we have a lab tomorrow so i'll see what kind of teacher she is. she seems pretty nice.

anyway... i have to get up earlyish tomorrow, in preparation for getting up ridiculously early on thursday. *sigh*.

tschüss.

stolen from alena

2006-09-07T03:45:05Z

N I have been on some sort of varsity team.

N I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

Y I have been to Canada

N I have been to Europe.

Y I have watched cartoons for hours.

Y I have tripped UP the stairs.

N I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

Y (unsuccessfully) I have been snowboarding/skiing.

Y I have played ping pong.

N I swam in the ocean.

N I have been on a whale watch.

Y I have seen fireworks.

Y I have seen a shooting star.

N I have seen a meteor shower.

N I have almost drowned.

Y I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

Y I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.

Y I have had stitches.

N I have had frostbite.

Y I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

Y (all the time) I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.

Y x 3 I currently have a job.

Y I have been ice skating.

Y I have been rollerblading.

Y I have fallen flat on my face.

Y I have tripped over my own two feet.

N I have been in a fist fight.

Y I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight. (Well Duh!!)

Y I have watched the Power Rangers.

N I attend church regularly.

Y I have played truth or dare.

Y I have already had my 16th birthday.

Y I have already had my 17th birthday.

N I have already had my 25th birthday.

Y I've called someone stupid.

Y I've been in a verbal argument.

Y I've cried in school.

Y I've played basketball on a team.

N I've played softballl on a team.

N I've played football on a team.

N I've played soccer on a team.

N I've done cheerleading on a team.

Y I've played volleyball on a team.

N I've played tennis on a team.

N I've been on a track or cross country team.

Y I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

N I've bungee jumped.

N I've climbed a rock wall.

Y I've lost more than $20.

Y I've called myself an idiot.

Y I've called someone else an idiot.

Y I've cried myself to sleep.

Y I've had (or have) pets.

Y I've owned a Spice Girls CD.

Y I've owned a Britney Spears CD.

N I've owned an N*Sync CD.

Y I've owned a backstreet boys CD.

N I've mooned someone.

N I have sworn at someone of authority before.

Y I've been in the newspaper.

Y I've been on tv.

N 've been to Hawaii.

Y I've eaten sushi.

N I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

Y I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.

Y I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

N I've watched all of the Rocky movies.

N I've watched The Three Stooges.

Y I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

Y I've watched Looney Tunes.

Y I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

Y I've been called a geek.

N I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

Y I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

Y I've hugged my mom in the past 24 hrs.

Y I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.

Y I've met a celebrity/music artist.

Y I've written poetry.

N I've been arrested.

Y I've been attracted to someone much older than me.

Y I've been tickled till I've cried.

Y I've tickled someone else until they cried.

Y I've had/have siblings.

N I've been to a rock concert.

Y I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.

Y I've been in a play.

Y 've been picked last in gym class.

N I've been picked first in gym class.

Y I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

Y I've cried in front of my friends.

Y I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

N I've played Halo 2

N I've freaked out over a sports game.

N I've been to Alaska.

N I've been to China.

N I've been to Spain.

N I've been to Japan.

Y I've had a fight with someone on MSN.

Y I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.

Y I've had serious conversations on any IM.

Y I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me

Y I've been forgiven.

Y I've screamed at a scary movie.

Y I've cried at a chick flick.

N I've watched a lot of action movies.

Y I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

N I've been to a rap concert.

N I've been to a hip hop concert.

N I've lived in more than 2 houses.

Y I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.

Y I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.

Y l've been in a car accident.

Y I've done drugs.

Y I've been homesick.

Y I've thrown up.

N I've puked on someone.

Y I've been horseback riding.

N I've filled out more than 10 MySpace surveys.

N I've spoken my mind in public.

Y I've proved someone wrong.

Y I've been proven wrong by someone.

N I've broken a leg.

N I've broken an arm.

N I've fallen off a swing.

Y I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight

Y I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

Y I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

Y I've lost my backpack.

Y I've come close to dying.

N I've seen someone die.

Y I've known someone who has died.

N I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

N I've done modeling.

Y I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

Y I've taken something/someone for granted.

Y I've realized how good my life is.

Y I've counted my blessings.

Y I've made fun of a classmate.

Y I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

Y I've slapped someone in the face.

N I've been skateboarding.

Y I've lied to someone to their face.

Y I've told a little white lie.

Y I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.

N I've fainted.

N I have had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

N I've pushed someone into a pool.

N I've been pushed into a pool.

Y I've been in love.

soleilx3 @ 2006-08-06T01:33:00

2006-08-06T06:35:56Z

i got my hollister hoodie :)

girls night was really fun, and we have to do it again sometime soon. i think i shall plan a friends bbq. also lunch/dinner at mongos, because apparently it is amazing. mmmm, stir fry.

justin seemed mad at me today, which is pretty sad. and he's going to a concert all day tomorrow... so that sucks. maybe i will hang out with my mom... and shop or something. get ready for the bbq on monday.

soleilx3 @ 2006-08-02T23:23:00

2006-08-03T04:25:11Z

die k?

soleilx3 @ 2006-07-28T00:43:00

2006-07-28T05:49:11Z

we went to rumor's tonight, super fun. it was nice to go out. staying at home or doing the same thing over and over is so boring. i think we've watched like 5 movies in the past week. ugh. i wish there was more stuff to do. i think also because i've had like, 2 days off so that is sort of weird for me, yesterday was ok because i got my hair cut and that took up like 2 hours but today was awful, i went to the gym at 9:15, then did NOTHING until 7 when we went to rumors. i watched a makeover story, what not to wear, 2 episodes of 10 years younger, a baby story, and then bringing home baby. ugh. i took a nap after that so i wouldn't be too tired at rumors. i dunno i just wish we all went out more.

also when you don't go out or hang out with other people or go on dates or do anything romantic... other "things" get sort of blah too. not bad just boring i guess. i dunno maybe i'm just bored with everything? jobs/working, movies, staying in, tv, everything.

hopefully i'm less bored tomorrow...

soleilx3 @ 2006-07-09T00:52:00

2006-07-09T05:58:59Z

so just for trying on our new styles of jeans, i get a pair (ANY pair) of denim for $10. yes. ten. dollars. YAYA so awesome. ae is going to be great. everyone is super nice, and it seems really relaxed and fun. definitely better than safeway. i think it will be so nice for a change, to go to work and really enjoy it, and not have to pump stupid gas, and not get dirty because people let their cars get disgusting. and i won't have to clean outside crap, or only have a choice between dried meat, candy and chips. and i won't have to sit there and tell stupid people why they can't have the june special in july. i won't have to clean the entire place. it will be so fun. 40% discount sounds amazing too. i won't go crazy i hope. i will just buy the stuff i would normally buy, because i mean, i have a ton of clothes anyway, and i can wear anything i want as long as it doesn't have a logo of like, old navy on it or whatever.

i caught up with a guy i used to go to elementary school with. super weird. he has a shaved head, smokes, and works in safeway bakery haha. very strange. he's nice though, he lives on my street. i haven't talked to him since grade... 6 or 7.

anyway... tomorrow will be a long day. work at the gym 8-2 and walk home, get lunch, walk to safeway and work 3:30-11. super.

night. xoxo

soleilx3 @ 2006-07-04T21:20:00

2006-07-05T02:21:16Z

i got the effing job at american eagle. HOW PUMPED AM I?????

soleilx3 @ 2006-06-14T18:01:00

2006-06-14T23:05:34Z

stolen from alena!

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. ~~Revengeful.~~ Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. ~~Hasty decisions in choosing partners.~~ Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. ~~Moody. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.~~

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Put your month in an entry.
5. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a journal cut.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

soleilx3 @ 2006-05-22T01:01:00

2006-05-22T06:11:55Z

so justin's mom is back from hong kong and apprently she got me a present! wow. super nice of her. i don't know what it is yet, justin forgot to bring it to me. either way it's so nice of her to get me something.

i wish i didn't have to work so much. so much for my long weekend - i worked thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon. fun times. but me and tyler played cards and battleship today, so that was fun. it was so dead, and i really hope it's the same way tomorrow. we can just play battleship and slack off again tomorrow, which will be really nice.

my dad picked up my carpet yesterday! it was so funny, my puppy had no idea how to get over it (it's 14 feet long and was sitting in the kitchen). but anyway it's cut in half now, so that we could get it downstairs and into my room. i think it'll look really nice once i get baseboards and everything. i still don't know what i'm going to do with my bathroom though. possibly yellow or brown. who knows. i think i will do fake hardwood in the bathroom too. i would love to get a new toilet and sink but i think i might only get the sink. the toilet is so ugly though and the top thing is cracked in half. ugh. i think toilets are expensive though. i don't think i have the money for that. i still have to pay for school.

anyway, i'm going to go read my french novel now, or.. try to.

soleilx3 @ 2006-04-18T02:01:00

2006-04-18T07:09:36Z

1. What does your Livejournal name mean?
sun, en francais. and a heart, sort of, since i can't put < in there.

2. Elaborate on your default photo?
a quote from eisley

3. Make up a question.
what if i cant?

4. What's your current relationship status?
love.

5. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?
brown polka dot skirt, pink tshirt, white sweater.

6. What is your current problem?
going to kansas i guess.

7. What do you love most?
(not people, right?) umm.. definitely shopping. on a good shopping day.

8. What makes you most happy?
feeling hot

9. Are you musically inclined?
you could call it that

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change?
i would give my 10 year old self a hair straightener and a lesson.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
giraffe. WOAH. (ask kevin parsons.)

12. Have you ever had a near death experience?
nah

13. Name an obvious quality you have.
i'm really really overly nice.

14. Name the song that's stuck in your head.
something jazzy. usually the last thing i listen to.

15. Who did you cut and paste this from?
alena

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
julia stiles. and reba!

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
not that i know of

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
nothing serious

19. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yes

20. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite /same sex?
eyes, then smile

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
caramel macchiatos. or mocha frappuccinos

(what happened to 22 and 23?)

24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
i wish. i don't think i look like any.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
invader zim? hi. love.

26. Did you have braces?
retainer, headgear at night, braces, retainer. took like 80 years.

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
sure.

28. What is the most romantic thing someone has ever done for you?
when we had a fight, he showed up at my house with a single rose.

29. Do you speak any other languages?
french fluently if i speak slowly. i'm learning german next year.

30. Do you have a crush on someone on your livejournal?
definitely alena. shes haaaaaaaat. and by that i mean i definitely don't have a crush on anyone on livejournal. woo.

soleilx3 @ 2006-04-14T23:30:00

2006-04-15T04:33:20Z

You scored as Hot. Haha! u are so hotttttttttt!

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Hot

67%

Prep

67%

Loner

53%

Geek/Nerd

47%

Emo Kid

33%

Punk

33%

Jock

27%

"Ghetto"

13%

Stoner

13%

Goth

13%

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.

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Bomb

67%

Natural Causes

67%

Gunshot

67%

Posion

60%

Cut Throat

47%

Disappear

47%

Eaten

47%

Stabbed

47%

Accident

40%

Suicide

33%

Suffocated

27%

Disease

20%

Drowning

13%

How Will You Die??
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soleilx3 @ 2006-04-13T00:29:00

2006-04-13T05:29:54Z

Write 5 weird things/habits about yourself, then choose 5 friends to tag, and list their names.

1. the ring finger on my left hand cracks every time i bend it. it feels like it cracks in the middle of my nail too, not on a joint.

2. i love pictures. especially if they are of people i know, even if they aren't my friends.

3. i'm a journal/myspace stalker. i read comments, blogs and look at pictures/videos.

4. i'm always conscious of the way i look compared to everyone around me. it's constantly in my head, i always think about whether i'm fatter than them or if my hair is nicer, etc.

5. i'm sad when i don't have a book to read. i read when i eat, when i'm tired, on commercials, and i will read anything. the back of a cereal box, cd cases, ads.

anyone who wants can do this. i'm not taggin anyone.

soleilx3 @ 2006-03-22T22:56:00

2006-03-23T04:56:33Z

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton

Funky, bohemian, and girly.

Who's Your Celebrity Style Twin?

soleilx3 @ 2006-02-09T23:51:00

2006-02-10T06:18:52Z

-- List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will.
-- Don't say who each is. (i am not telling who is who :P even if you ask. i'm not as nice as alena.)

1. i love you. i know i will - and do - say this to you, but i don't think i say it as much as i feel it. you have put up with so much, it's really amazing that you aren't still mad at me (or you are and i don't know it). i think you're a wonderful person, and it makes me smile when i think about you.

2. sometimes it seems like you could care less. i feel like you sometimes think you are better than me, and it seems like you think you are hotter. you are sometimes fake, or sound like it anyway. i don't like your haircolor.

3. you are really superficial at times. it seems like you don't care if you ditch people, as long as we go into the place together. it feels like you use me. you are unreasonable to your boyfriend. you're a flirt.

4. i don't want to talk to you again.

5. i love you. you are crazy but you're so fun and so easy to talk to. you make me smile all the time, and i can never stay mad at you. i hope we never lose touch.

6. you're frustrating. everyone is mad at you yet you don't do anything about it. if anyone complains you turn a deaf ear, and it seems like you never listen. you make me angry.

7. i'm sad that we don't talk anymore. you just got too weird. you were too obsessive about ridiculous things, and i felt like we didn't have anything in common. i felt like i was growing up, getting more mature, and you were just going backwards into the world of preteen obsession of celebrities and movies.

8. i'm sort of glad i don't talk to you anymore. you made me sad and you were just depressing in general.

9. you never really accepted me. you and your little group didn't like me and there was nothing i could do to change that. well a few talk to me now. i'm glad they grew up.

10. you need to stop treating your boyfriend like your child. one day he will get sick of it and leave you for someone hotter who doesn't treat him like he is 5. you don't need to pack his lunch, or remind him when he works, because he will just get lazy and won't do anything for himself. you don't need to be the parent.

alena is right. this was cleansing.

soleilx3 @ 2006-02-02T02:45:00

2006-02-02T08:45:58Z

started diet/exercise on jan 30!

WILL BE HOT BY SUMMER!!!!!!!

woo

soleilx3 @ 2006-01-09T00:26:00

2006-01-09T08:02:59Z

2005 In The Beginning......

Where did you ring in the New Year?: stuck at home in a blizzard angry.
Who were you with?: on msn i was mad at my family
Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: no
Did you make any resolutions?: didn't bother
If so did you keep them?: N/A

2005 Your Love Life....

Did you have a valentine?: justin
Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: rose
Did you meet anyone?: romantically? no
Did you fall in love?: not last year
Are you still in love?: yes!
How many relationships did you have?: one
How many break ups?: none that lasted. (thankfully)
How many people did you kiss?: justin, and some kisses on the cheek from various people such as amanda and lindsey
How many sexual relations did you have?: who cares?
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your love life?: that i took what i have for granted sometimes.

2005 Friends and Enemies......

Did you meet any new friends this year?: a lot of university people, some new work people. no one exciting really
Did any of your friendships end?: yeah, the people i don't see from high school.
Did you dislike anyone?: people at work...
Did you get into any fights?: mostly just little ones with justin
Did you make any new enemies?: maybe kristen ackles since i got her fired.
Did you resolve any fights?: the best one was when i was mad at justin for some silly reason and he told me he had something fuzzy for me. cutie.
Who was your closest friend?: justin , amanda, jill, and tyler
Who did you grow apart from?: a lot of high school people, and i don't get to hang out with amanda and jill as much as i'd like since we all have school and work.
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: not seeing people enough.

2005 The Seasons.....

Favorite winter memory?: spirit week
Least favorite winter memory?: working in -49 weather... and being snowed in on new years
Favorite spring memory?: banff, brandon '05, big 18
Least favorite spring memory?: don't remember... maybe not being able to get my ID until like 3 days after my birthday
Favorite summer memory?: tanning with jill and amanda, going to the beach, minneapolis trip.
Least favorite summer memory?: not being able to go to the beach cuz of work
Favorite fall memory?: getting my piano, voice/piano lessons, french class
Least favorite fall memory?: chronology, exams, taking the bus for 1 hour to and from school.

2005....The Holidays!

What was your favorite holiday?: new years 05/06 and christmas
Least favorite holiday?: new years 04/05 and valentines because of the commercialism. i like giving/getting presents for no reason or because you thought of someone.
Any special family holiday traditions?: christmas eve we buy a movie and watch it together as a family, christmas morning we open presents, go to my grandparents house, have soup and sticky buns, and then have dinner together.
Did you go to any holiday parties?: a work christmas party, a fancy dinner with about 17 friends, and 2 new years parties
Did the Easter bunny visit you?: my mom is the easter bunny.
Did you watch fire works on the 1st of July?: at jill's cabin, jill, simon, amanda, brennon, justin and i watched them from on top of jill's shed thinger.
Did you dress up for Halloween?: sure did. i was a renaissance witch
What did you do for Thanksgiving?: ummm had a big dinner.
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays?: on ae.com lol
Did you receive what you wanted?: and some things i didn't know i wanted
Were you good this holiday season?: well, i suppose that depends on how you define "good".

2005 Your BIRTHDAY!!!

How old did you turn?: 18
Did you have a cake?: my grandma made me one
What did you do for your birthday?: had a partay at my house, went to the tavern
Did you have a party?: um, yes. two.
Did you get any presents?: no, my family hates me. JK i got sweet presents.
If so what was the best thing you got?: umm it's hard to choose. my parents throwing me a party was pretty great.

2005.....FAVORITES!

Favorite TV shows?: CSI, the OC
Favorite songs?: armahan kulku, you can't stop me, dance dance, my humps (YEAH I LOVE IT SO WHAT?!)
Favorite bands?: rajaton, fall out boy, rockapella, BEP, relient k
Favorite food?: chocolate, french toast, seafood and pasta
Favorite stores?: AE, hollister (stupid canada :(), urban behavior
Favorite restaurants?: moxies, applebees, olive garden, old spaghetti factory
Favorite piece of clothing?: new red soft hoodie, beige jacket, sparkly shoes, denim mini skirt, new lace shirt.. i could go on forever.

2005.....All about YOU....

Did you change at all this year?: a lot. i got a lot more confident.
Did you dye your hair?: many times. speaking of, i need a haircut.
Did you get your hair cut?: again, many times.
Did you change your style?: yes, i'm a little less prep, a little more girlie.
Were you in school?: most of the time. haha.
Did you get good grades?: if i tried.
Did you have a job?: yay safeway.
Did you drive?: got my beginners in summer
Did you own a car?: nope
Did you loose anyone this year?: no
Did anyone close to you give birth?: a new friend (leanne)s sister did.
Did you move at all?: nope never
Did you go on any vacations?: minneapolis! mall of america wut wut.
Did you leave the country at all?: USA
Would you change anything about yourself now?: yes of course

2005.....Wrap Up.

Was 2005 a good year?: overall, yes
What would you change about the year?: i would get off my lazy bum.
Did 2005 bring any new insights?: of course. i realized i am so lucky to have what i have.
What have your learned about yourself?: i keep answering these questions before they're asked. umm. i learned ::
- that i don't stay in shape if i don't eat properly.
- that it is a really really good idea to be honest.
- that usually when people say they'll call, they won't, so call them first.
- that love is the most amazing, wonderful thing, and also the most painful.
- it is best to let little things go. people are late, don't call, say the wrong things, and are just stupid sometimes. it happens.
- appreciate when people do things for you, otherwise they won't.
- to actually stop and appreciate when it is really beautiful outside. like when it's sunny. or when the snow looks like sparkles.
Do you think 2006 will top 2005?: it'd better!
Do you have any goals for 2006?: lose 15 pounds, look hot in my new hotpink bikini, find a new, fun hairstyle, be more confident, sing more, dance more, laugh more, dream more.
If you could relive any moment which would you choose?: banff, brandon 05, summer.
If you could forget any moment what would it be?: i dunno. none i guess, because i might make the same mistakes twice!
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end?: umm, well no i'd like to have brandon 06 and maybe a ski trip, and summmmmmmer.
Do you plan to do anything special for NYE 2006?: someone should plan a big party! right now!

i love how i had to correct spelling on this. *SIGH* people should learn to spell.

52%

2006-01-03T06:47:23Z

Start at 100%, and for every 'yes' take away one percent.(these are things you have done in the past, or are doing right now)
be honest.
Then post your percentage as the subject, and repost it.
yay!

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
Been verbally/sexually harassed.
Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country.
Started your house on fire.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd to be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the face